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Nostalgia by John-Paul Cote



Harlan felt panicked that far down the dark alley. Something scurried between his feet. His shoes stuck in God knew what. He felt like he was waiting to be knifed by a junkie looking for a few credits to feed his habit or arrested by the cops for just being there. There were the sounds of animals crying out and hissing. The smell of urine as some homeless guy pissed against the wall. Rats ran through the garbage looking for a meal. Harlan could hear someone coming up behind them but when he looked, nothing.

Police drones flew by, lighting up areas as they searched for criminal activity.

He was a clean-cut fellow dressed nicely. He had a good job. He had close friends and family. What was he doing? It was serious time for the stuff he was buying. He had seen enough of people like him getting caught and going away for forty to life.

But his needs ate at him. His addiction needed to be fed.

This was the kind of product destroying the nation, they said. Harlan didn’t care.

There were two other men. One was Walsh, his friend. The other man was Walsh’s ‘friend’, someone who could kill them and take what he wanted just as easily as give them what they wanted. Harlan’s connection had been nabbed by the law. Gone away for a long time, forty to life.

Harlan felt like he wouldn’t get out of here alive. This was not the setting he was used to dealing in.

His needs were eating at him, too strong to ignore, though.

The risk was worth it.

#

 

Harlan was at home in his apartment eating dinner. It was chicken and vegetables. But it wasn’t. It was, despite what they advertised, a near-flavourless meal with the texture of slices of rubber glued together.

It could drive you to suicide. It drove him to his addiction.

Twenty years ago, they banned eating animals so everyone ate synthetic meat.

Next were mass-grown fruits and vegetables. They took up too much land and destroyed the local flora and fauna so again, synthetic produce.

Next salt and sugar were banned because of the health risks.

Finally, it was herbs and spices. They were limited to being grown in their native environments. Again, the concern for the flora and fauna that mass production interfered with.

Harlan dumped his meal in the organic collector. He wasn’t hungry enough yet to eat that abomination to cuisine.

He walked to his bedroom and sat down. He barely remembered the flavours he'd enjoyed as a child. Harlan pulled out the old trunk his grandmother had left to him. It was vintage even by his grandmother’s time, a combination of aging plywood, rotting leather straps, and a patina forming over the bronze corners. The dust fell off as the hinges creaked when he opened it. There was a scent of her, a last touch of her perfume that had been trapped in a quilt on top that was now forever gone.

Harlan started sifting through the riches in it again, as he had done night after night it seemed.

          There it was. Gramma’s old cookbook. The cover was peeling. The pages were stained from all of those meals and desserts made from it. Harlan flipped through the pages, wishing to taste those seasonings, smell those aromas again.

And then he saw it.

The recipe for Gramma’s apple pie.

It brought back memories of Gramma working with such patience and mastery, preparing the crust, and creating the filling. That aroma of cinnamon and nutmeg filling the house. Harlan and his cousins trying to sneak a tiny bit of the flaky crust before anyone would know. It was family get-togethers on holidays and Sundays. Harlan always asked for as big a piece as he was allowed. It was his favourite.

The memories drove him to his addiction. It would drive him to that alley with Walsh.

#

 

“I’ve never seen someone who looks more like a cop,” the man in the dark alley said. “Walsh, what are you doing to me here?”

“Hey, I know the guy. He’s my friend. He’s a good guy. You can trust him.”

The man took out a device, turned it on, and moved it between Harlan and Walsh.

“Let me see the list.”

Harlan handed it over and the man scanned it.

“Most of this I got. Twelve hundred.”

“Twelve hundred credits?” Harlan said.

“What? You think this is corner store stuff? Do you have the credits?”

Harlan fumbled with the credits in his pocket. “Yes, right here.” He put them in the man’s hand.

The man disappeared.

The sound of an aerocar overhead made Harlan jittery.

Was that something moving at the end of the alleyway? he thought. He looked to Walsh for strength but only saw the same fear that he was feeling.

He should run.

But the need was too strong. He craved what the man had.

  The man returned and handed Harlan a bag. Harlan opened it.

He could smell the cinnamon and nutmeg. There were bags of white crystals, the sugar he needed. Apples, grown in some exotic locale, no doubt.

“Butter,” Harlan asked, “Where’s the butter?”

“Hard to come by. What can I say?”

Harlan was about to protest but decided otherwise and started to say, “Thank you . . .” when drones filled the air. He could hear the footfalls as the man disappeared into the dark.

“Citizens. Freeze. Remain as you are,” the drone said. “You will be subdued if you do not obey.”

Harlan and Walsh ran. The stun bolts hit the wall and ground about them. They heard the sirens coming from the ground and the sky. They dashed into alleys and back into the street. The drones stayed with them. Police aerocars appeared over them. Spotlights were everywhere.

“FREEZE!” came from behind them. “GET DOWN! GET DOWN!”

Harlan and Walsh turned around.

“THEY HAVE GOT A WEAPON! THEY HAVE A WEAPON!”

“No wait!” Harlan yelled.

"PUT IT DOWN! PUT IT DOWN! GET DOWN!”

The yelling confused Harlan. The lights blinded him. He looked to Walsh.

The first shot missed and sprayed Harlan with brick from the wall next to him. He turned and ran.

Harlan couldn’t hear Walsh holler.

Whatever was happening, he held on to that bag.

#

 

Out of nowhere, the man from the dark alley jumped out into the street.

“HERE!” he said. As he fired at the police, he tossed Harlan a block of butter. “You get this done! For all of us!”

Harlan ran down an alley to another street, jumped on a bus, and slipped away.

Soon, Harlan slid the unbaked pie into the oven. The aroma was heavenly as he waited. Minutes later, timer went off.

He pulled out the pie.

He cut a piece.

Once again, heaven.

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